Brynhald — I'm not sure if I ever asked you but do you ever feel like you would prefer to erp as a femboi or anything? anxcrypt — i don't think so? But uh... yeah.. Brynhald — As in you don't think I have asked but yea sometimes you would? anxcrypt — Nodnod. Brynhald — Is that a regular feeling you have? In terms of stuff like erp I am perfectly comfortable with you being full femboi with a **** and such. Or if you prefer it to be called something else in that headspace that is fine as well. anxcrypt — Yeah, it is :x Tbh, when i first realized that i wasn't cis, i came out as a trans boy. Then i felt that wasn't quite right after about... five or so years? Since i came out as trans when i was 15-ish. Then i learned of nonbinary stuff and came out as a trans femboi. Then i realized that sometimes i didn't feel any particular way, just that i wasn't a girl. i'm still mostly a trans femboi though... Sometimes i'm okay with having a cunt, other times i get hella dysphoric and wish i had a dick. Sometimes both. Like... i guess like a futa but small or no **** and a dick and cunt (but no balls)? And no she/her pronouns or "girl" titles. If that makes sense... Brynhald — Yea I can understand it. I know a little about futa stuff and that. Well.... in terms of you as a person.... when we are RPing together what is it easiest for you to be? Because all I want is for you to be comfortable and if that means you would prefer to be my little femboi in RP and have a specific set of genitalia that works best for you then that is what we will go with. anxcrypt — ;x; i think... for now? The last thing i said, femboi with both n whatnot. Brynhald — No worries my little kitten. You know Daddy tries his best to make you feel comfortable and loved. anxcrypt — Speaking of... Umm... Would You be okay with using he/him pronouns for me..? Like, i told Heather this already but anxiety, y'know lmao... but i say that i'm okay with any pronouns but she/her. Thing is, sometimes i go through periods where i feel more inclined toward certain pronouns, depending on the gender feels, if that makes sense... Brynhald — Possibly? I mean this entire situation is a first for me so I'm kind just doggy paddling in the deep end and trying stuff out while hoping for the best. I dont really know how to say this so I will just say it straight out. I mean no offense when I say this so please just try understand what I mean. I have never been with someone who isn't just a straight cis person. So I have never had to call someone who I care deeply for anything other than she/her. So I honestly don't know how I feel about saying he/him pronouns in reference towards you yet. I am more than willing to try and see how I feel though? anxcrypt — Yeah of course, i wouldn't expect it to come without a bit of difficulty and adjustment. >x< i'm not going to get mad if You don't. i do get a lil quiet for a moment when she/her are used on accident but i'm never mad. Brynhald — Mmm. Is hard for me cause sometimes it just makes me feel wrong. Or bad. I dont know. We all have our difficulties with different things though I guess. anxcrypt — Yeah.. Brynhald — Is ok though. All we can do is try and see what happens. X anxcrypt — Nodnods. Yesh ~