"It's You...It Will Always Be You" [M4F Version] by littlemissjazz _______________ Writer’s Note: If you could apply an echoing effect to this part of the script, that would be great! But if not, that’s completely fine too. The echo would just make a great ghostly effect. _______________ ***Script Starts Here (sighs sadly) Another night in this darkness…Another night in this loneliness. When will it end? No…you can’t think like that. Because you know what will happen if you do. Your loneliness will only be quenched if she/he…~when he passes. That will be years from now. That is something you have to believe. If she/he were to ever pass on now, I’d feel so guilty… But, God, is this frustrating! I’ve been here for years, forced to live in the same house when he’s not even here. Why the hell am I still here? Why haven’t I passed on yet? Am I to live in this lonely version of our home, in my very own purgatory, forever? *angrily* **** this place! Why did I have to die? Why me? And why did I have to die like that? Struck by a car in the middle of the street? I couldn’t have passed surrounded by my family and friends? I couldn’t have said goodbye first? *longingly* Oh, my love…I can’t even go back to tell him goodbye. I didn’t get a chance to say goodbye to anyone. How I wish I could…especially to him. My love. My best friend. My partner. I hope she/he is enjoying her/his life. I hope he misses me. *confusedly* Huh? What is that light? I haven’t seen any light in here in years. It looks like it’s coming from our bedroom. (gasps) Maybe…could it be…? [Footsteps as you walk up the steps] [Sound of a door creaking open] Hello? Anyone here? [Silence] No one. But where is this light coming from? Wait…what is that? Who is that? *in shock* And…no. It can’t be. It…it is! It’s him! (hasps) My love! Can he hear me? *To yourself* Of course, he can’t hear you. Or see you. You’re a ghost. How is this even possible? How am I seeing this? What…what is that he has in his hands? An Ouija board? (gasps) Oh, no…that idiot! What the hell is he doing? Where in the **** did he even get that? Doesn’t he know that those things are dangerous? He must’ve been planning this. The lights are off and there are candles lit everywhere. Why is he doing this? This is so dangerous! Please don’t do it, my love! What is he doing now? Oh…he’s contacting a spirit. Um…****, I hope this doesn’t end badly. I’ll just say a quick hello to him. I’ve longed to have a conversation with him for so long. Let’s see now…I just drag this thing around the board? [A pause] Y…E…S. There are spirits present here, my love. (giggles) Oh, my baby! You look so scared. Well, that’s what you get for playing with an Ouija board. Especially in the dark. [A pause] My name? [Spell out your name here] Oh, that light in your eyes… You were trying to contact me, weren’t you, my love? …How did I die? C-A-R. Car. *softly* It’s me, my love. I can see on your face that’s your scared, but I won’t hurt you. Oh, how I wish you could see me! How I wish I could touch you, hold you, feel you against me… *in a breathless tone* What’s happening? I feel so…so warm. [Softly moaning] What… Why is he looking at me like that? *To listener* Can you see me? [Listener nods] Can you…can you hear me? [Listener nods] You…Oh, my God. This can’t be happening. Are you…are you real? Are you really here? (laughs nervously) Well, I suppose you should be asking me that. You can touch me, if you’d like. Just one hand. [A pause] Yes, my love. It is me. I am here and so are you. [A pause] (scoffs) How am I doing? Well, there’s not much to fill you in on except I’m technically still dead. I cannot tell you what will await you once you pass too. You have to find that out for yourself. But I can tell you that I’m still living in a version of our house. Yes, in my own little purgatory. I haven’t passed on to the final stage yet, if you catch my drift. I’ve been there for years now. But I feel that I should be asking you that question. How are you doing, my love? I know it’s been 3 years since I’ve…passed. Well, that’s good that you’re doing better. You’ve been in my dreams as well…whenever I can sleep, that is. I come from a very dark and cold place. Purgatory is definitely not where you wanna be. You still look so frightened. *angrily* You should be. Playing with an Ouija board? How could you be so stupid? So reckless? [A pause] (scoffs) Oh, superstitions my ass! Don’t you know not to play with anything that can contact spirits? You could’ve been talking to someone completely different…someone that wasn’t me. Then what? You’d end up with a demon in your house! *sternly* You can never do this again, you understand me? No matter how this ends, don’t ever try to contact me again. What are you smiling at? [A pause] Well, of course, it’s me! I thought we’ve already established that I’m real. Only I can make an angry face that cute? (laughs) You idiot… God, how I’ve missed you. I can’t even be mad at you. Not when you’re here with me in the flesh. I’m finally able to see you, to touch and feel and hold you after so long… I’m so sorry I left you, my love. I know it’s only been 3 years, but it feels like it has been an eternity since I left. It happened so fast. One minute, I’m living and breathing and the next…I’m not. It was scary, yes, but not as scary as not knowing why I’m still in purgatory. Spirits go there when they have unfinished business… And something tells me this is mine. I’ve always regretted never saying goodbye to you, but now I finally can. I can finally tell you everything I’ve been meaning to tell you, like how much I love you. How I want you to be happy. How I want you to move on from me. No, look at me. Don’t turn away from me. You know I love you. You know that it will always be you. But I don’t want you to think that I’ll be hurt if you find someone else. I mean, it’s been 3 years, baby. I’m not coming back and you need to move on…and I can help you. We can help each other. This is not a mission for me. This is a blessing for the both of us. I don’t know how this works, but I will probably have to go by sunrise. I don’t know how much time we have until then…but I don’t want to waste it. I just want you. So, please…my love…hold me. Take me into your arms. Yes, that’s it. Bring me into you. Breathe me in. Feel me against you. Feel how real this is. Feel how real I am. [Soft kissing sounds in between dialogue] Yes, kiss me. Mmm…so sweet and tender. Just how I remember your kisses being. God, you feel so good! I’ve missed you so ******* much. So many lonely nights wondering what you were doing and if you were okay. *tearfully* This wasn’t supposed to happen. We were supposed to grow old with each other. Death was supposed to come only when we were wrinkled and graying at the hairs. [A pause] You’re right. I’m sorry, my love. I shouldn’t be saying all of that. Not right now. This is more important. You are more important. Hurry, take off your clothes. I’ll help you. [Sound of clothes rustling] *in a breathless tone* Mmm…feeling your warm skin under my palms is so… God, my heart is beating so fast. I can feel my blood pumping, my lungs expanding as I inhale. I feel so…alive. And it has nothing to do with me being human now. It’s all you, baby. It’s always been you. You make me feel so alive. [Soft kissing sounds in between dialogue] Feel me kiss down your body…my soft lips trailing over your skin. Do my fingers feel good? Do they please you? Your eyes are so beautiful in the candlelight. I can see everything. All of the love, the pain, the longing… Please. Help me out of my clothes. I want to feel your hands on me too. [Sound of clothes rustling] And your lips as well. Kiss me, baby. Kiss me like this is the last time you’ll see me. [Kissing sounds] [Soft moaning in between dialogue] Yes, touch me! Run your hands all over me. I’ll do the same. God, I’ve missed this! I’ve missed breathing in your scent. I’ve missed the feel of you. I’ve missed everything about you. Your eyes, your lips, your face, your chest, your nipples that I just [Sucking sounds] mmm, need to suck on. You taste so good, my love. I missed your stomach, your legs, your ass, your delicious **** that is looking absolutely appetizing right now. Can you feel how wet I am, darling? I’ve been so lonely stuck in the darkness without you. Aching for your love…aching for your ***… *in a pleading tone* Please. Please give it to me now. Here, on the floor in the flickering flames of the candles. In the comfort of our bedroom. Where we’ve built our history and our memories. [Soft moaning] Yes, open my legs. Present myself to you. Can you see how wet I am? How I glisten in the candlelight? *Urgently* Come on, we don’t have much time. Come here. Let me spread my legs for you so you can play with me the way only you can. [Soft gasping & moaning in between dialogue] Ohhh, fuuuck, your fingers feel so…so good. I’ve missed this so much! Yes, stroke me. Pet me. Mmm, slide your fingers in...and out...just like that. Only you can make me feel so good with just your fingers. Yes, taste me. Run that tongue along my clit. I’ve been dreaming of what it would be like to feel your tongue and fingers inside me again. It’s so…heavenly. [A pause] You’ve missed my taste? Oh, baby, when you talk to me like that… [Moaning improv as you get closer] Oh, God…oh, baby, I’m close! Y-You have to stop. I don’t want to cum in your mouth…I want to cum around your ****. [Oral continues] You… (gasps] Oh, ****! You’re still going! That tongue is lashing so fast at my clit! [Gasping] ****…****, I’m gonna cum! Yes, keep going! Take me there, baby! Make me cum for you! [Improv as you finally climax] Oh, wow…that was amazing. Thank you, my love. Now lean back. I need to get you in my mouth. We don’t have much time. [Blowjob sounds between dialogue] Mmm, so thick and hard in my hand. I love stroking you like this and just watching your face. Your gorgeous, gorgeous face. Mmmm! Oh, ****, you taste...so good in my mouth. I’ve missed your taste so much. I can’t...I can’t get enough of you. Does this please you, my love? You like seeing me so eagerly suck your **** for you? [Slurping sounds & moaning in between dialogue] What’s that? You wanna grip my hair? Oh, go ahead, baby. I want you to. I wanna feel your hands gripping my hair as you thrust that monster down my throat. I want to feel all of you. And when you’re close, I’m gonna make you cum all down my throat and on my face. [A pause] Why are you pushing me away? [A pause] You don’t want to cum down my throat? You... (giggles) you wanna cum inside me. Hmm, I love to hear you talk like that. I want that too. I want to feel you cum deep inside of me. ****, the way you’re looking at me...baby, you’re making me blush. I’ve missed those eyes staring into me. Kiss me as you slide inside of me. [Soft kissing sounds] Slide that **** inside me, baby. For one last time…let’s make love the only way I know you can. God…I’m burning up for you! Only you can make me feel like this. So please…please make us both feel good. Yes, lay me down on the floor. Kiss me. You look so beautiful up there. [Moaning & gasping as he slides inside] Oh, yes! God…you’re filling me up! Mmm, have you gotten bigger in the 3 years since we’ve been apart? Because, baby…you’re stretching me out. I can feel everything. I can feel all of you. Does this ***** feel good wrapped around your ****? So tight…and wet…and warm. Just like before. I…I can’t believe this is happening. I’ve always dreamed of being with you like this again, and now…now it’s happening. I can’t tell you how much I’ve missed you, my love. Lean your head against mine as you throw my legs over those shoulders. Take me. Take all of me. I am yours. I’ve always been yours. I’ll always be yours. [Moaning improv as he continues to **** you] God! I love you so much! I’ve missed you so much! Please go faster! Bring us both towards the end. Let’s make this as good as it can be. And when it’s over and done with, I want you to promise me something. I want you to promise me you’ll move on. That you’ll find someone else and love them even more than you loved me. I want you to live. For me. *sternly* No, don’t look away from me. Dammit, look at me! You can find another, baby. I know you will. You cannot spend your life loving me when I’m just dust. You need to live and love for me. There will never ever be another for me. I need you to know that. I will always love you. It’s you, baby. It’s always been you and it always will be you. Forever. For eternity. Until we finally meet again. [Moaning improv as he continues to **** you] ****, yes! Yes, baby, go faster! ****, I love you! I love you so much! Take me there! Take us both there together! Let me rock my hips too…rocking right into you. Let us make up for lost time and all the time we have left. [Moaning & gasping improv as he continues to **** you] [Soft gasping in between dialogue] OH! Oh, God, I-I’m close, baby! I’m so close and I want you to cum with me. Yeah, I want us to cum together. I want you to cum deep in this sweet little ***** while I come around that big, thick **** of yours! [Soft gasping in between dialogue] Yes! Oh, yes, I’m so close! I’m right on the edge, baby! Yeah, I can feel you gripping me tighter to you! Oh, ****, ****, ****, I’m gonna cum! Please cum with me, honey! Pour all that cum inside me! Take me! Make me cum and then cum in me please! [Improv as you finally climax] [Soft gasping & moaning] Oh, God, yes! You’re…you’re still cumming! Yes, pour all of you inside of me! I can take all of it. Drain your **** inside of me, my love! Show me how much you’ve missed me! [You finally come down from your high] [Softly panting] Oh…oh, my God. Oh, my God. My love, I… [Softly sobbing] Dammit! No, you didn’t hurt me. I just promised myself I wouldn’t cry. I didn’t want to make this as emotional as it already is. I’ve just missed you so much. I’ve never thought that I’d feel something so heavenly again. So passionate and mind-blowing. I feel so complete now. Thank you. Yes, lay on top of me while I hold you to me. I can still feel you inside me. No, stay there. Stay inside me for a little while longer. I’ve always loved us cuddling after making love. I love feeling you close to me with my fingers in your hair…and your heart beating against mine. I feel so close to you. So utterly complete. [Silence] Baby? Why are you looking at me like that? What… (softly gasps) Oh, no. I’m fading. Is it morning already? *grimly* Oh…it is. I can see the darkness fading, the sky turning pink… It is sunrise. And that means it’s time to go. No, no, no…please don’t cry, my love. There is no time for tears. Do not cry for me. I am happy. Completely and utterly happy. You have given so much to me tonight that I know that I’ll cherish for a thousand lifetimes until we finally meet again. And when you do pass on, I will be there waiting for you. You best believe that. Just promise me one last thing. You will live your life the way you want to. Don’t die thinking that you missed out on something or you have unfinished business. I’ll be damned if you end up in purgatory for eternity. I’m only here because you decided to contact me through that Ouija board. Just promise me. Please. Live your life and love it, baby. That would make my passing even more peaceful. [A pause] Thank you. I’m fading away as we speak. It’s alright, my love. I am so happy. Please be happy for me. Just hold me until it’s over. Hold me to you and kiss me while you still can. [Soft kissing sounds] It’s you…It will always be you. I love you. Goodbye. ***Script Ends Here