For what im about to say ive thought 3 possible outcomes 1. Slapped 2. Akward silence followed by walk away 3. Unknown.
I recall you once asked me what's behind the mask, well since im tired of wearing the mask of trying to be perfect  everyday at school. So behind the mask is well a normal guy who thinks and does normal things.
Well the mask has one chink in it, one that I suppose would only stop repeating in my brain if I were to inspect it.
---- Chalo maine bahot english me bahot philosophy bol di...
abh thoda direct hota hun, numbed down to reality.
So this normal person is not interested in this modern day shit, well i believe in the old times shit and id like to aim for a more fulfilling life than the normal jock im not interested in this everyday stuff that ppl do, im fine with not talking for months or years if thats what it takes to fulfill our purposes/duties.
Well saying this conflicts my own mind for one I think I'm being weak or just being real.
However, I believe that not conveying this would make me regret more than the pain of showing my flaws.
<<<Insert cringe.