[F4M] Concerned Friend Gives You A Massage [Friends to Lovers][De-stressing You][Trust Issues][Virgins][Childhood Friends]mentions of [Emotional Abuse][Self-Harm][Scar Acceptance]

Backstory: Both characters have been friends since childhood. They grew up as neighbours, went to school together and were basically each others only real friend the whole time. They’re both seniors in high school now. They’ve both had a crush on each other basically since they first started having sexual thoughts but they’re both too afraid to ruin the friendship to say anything, despite them spending a ton of time together and having clear chemistry to the point where they’re basically the only person the other can tolerate. The listener tends to be more of a strong silent type, he doesn’t show his emotions much, occasionally he gets more closed of than usual and has been almost non-verbal for about a week now. The performer is a kind caring person who’s been through a lot and doesn’t have the energy to put herself out into the world too much, so she shows extreme loyalty and care to the people she loves, right now, the only person who fits that description being the listener.

<door opens>

I’m glad you agreed to come back to mine after school, I feel like it’s been like a week or something since we hung out, that’s basically a lifetime for us.

Yeah ok, fair enough I didn’t exactly ask so much as I told you you were coming home with me. But to be fair, you’ve been so reserved, I didn’t think you’d show up unless I practically dragged you here. Is everything ok with you?

C’mon don’t give me that, I know when something’s up with you. You’ve barely spoken at all for a week and I feel like you’ve been avoiding me.

Of course I’m not angry with you, not at all. Everyone needs time alone sometimes. But I’m worried you might be isolating yourself on purpose when what you really need is some support. You look so tense and stressed. I’m really worried about you. 

[getting a little frustrated] Yeah, I know you hate it when people worry about you, but I can’t exactly help it. It’s not like I switch I can just turn off. 

[calm again] I just care about you a lot, you’re kinda all I have so when I see you in pain, I can’t help but panic a little. 

Anyway, you know you can always talk to me but I’m not gonna push you to talk if you don’t want to right now, that’s not why I wanted you to come over. 

Well, like I said before you just look so tense lately and even if you don’t wanna tell me what’s up, I thought maybe I could try and relax you for a bit. Get your mind off whatever it is for a while at least. So I went and bought some special tea that I find super relaxing when I’m stressed out and I thought maybe we could put on some Netflix, something fun and lighthearted to maybe take your mind off everything, does that sound ok?

Good, I’ll go make the tea and you just get comfy in front of the TV. You can scroll through and look for a show if you want to, or if that sounds like too much effort right now, don’t worry, I had a couple in mind. Here’s a nice fluffy blanket for us too. So get comfy and I’ll be right back.

<time passes and she comes back with the tea>

Ok here, drink up. See, it’s good, huh? Do you feel a little more relaxed yet? 

That’s good but you still look a little tense. I was thinking, maybe I could give you a back rub? Only if you want to, I know sometimes you don’t like when people touch you.

[in disbelief] Wait you’ve never had a back rub before? Really?

Yeah, I guess that makes sense, I can’t see you going out and paying for one or anyone in your family giving you one and I’m the only other person you really talk to. Well, I’ll give you as many back rubs as you want, starting with right now if you want.

Ok good, turn your back to me then. I’m just gonna start by rubbing your shoulders, ok?

Oh wow, you really are tense, your muscles are so knotted up I’m surprised they’re not crushing your bones. Just try to relax for me as best you can, ok? I’m gonna try to loosen you up a bit. And keep drinking that tea for me too, it’ll help, I promise.

[kinda to herself, but she’s up close to his ear so he can hear her]Wow, I never noticed just how muscular you’ve gotten before, I mean I know you’ve been working out and I’ve definitely noticed that you look stronger, but feeling it like this is just… wow. 

*clears throat nervously* 

Ok, I’m gonna start rubbing up and down your arms now, ok? I’m just gonna try to stretch out all these muscles and get your blood flowing nice and freely. It doesn’t bother you if I touch your scars does it?

Ok good, you know I don’t think you ever told me the full story of how you got those.

You don’t remember now? How can you not remember, they’re pretty deep? 

Ok, ok, fine, you don’t remember. I’ll drop it.

There, do your arms feel nice and relaxed now?

Perfect, then I’ll start moving onto your back. I’m just gonna run my thumbs down your spine a couple times to start with. 

Y’know, I actually bought some oils and stuff too, if maybe you’d be ok with me giving you a proper massage? It would mean you’d have to take your shirt off though, so I get if that would make you uncomfortable.

[mild frantic backpedaling] I’m sorry, it was just an idea, I’m more than happy to just keep massaging you like this.

Wait, you don’t mind? I just thought cause you didn’t say anything…

You don’t have to you know, if you’re just saying yes for my sake or because I went out and bought oils for it or something. I don’t want to put you in an uncomfortable position.

You’re sure? Ok then, let’s go to my room so you can lay down on the bed. C’mon.

<they move to her bedroom>

Ok, so I kinda bought more than just oils. I know, I know I went a little overboard but I saw all this stuff there and I really, really wanted to take your mind off whatever’s been bothering you and I thought that if any of it could make you even 1% less stressed it was worth it.

So I’m gonna light a couple of these candles I got. They smell really good but they also have a wick that’s made out of wood or something so it crackles like a fireplace when you light it. It’s super relaxing. Plus the glow from them is nice and soft so once I turn off the lights you won’t have any harsh glare hitting your eyes or anything.

I know, I thought of everything *giggles*.

<optional match lighting sound effects>

I also got some incense sticks to light. The box says they’re supposed to “cleanse your aura and unburden your spirit” and I can’t really confirm any of that, but I can tell you they smell *really* good so maybe it’s true, you’ll have to let me know *giggles*.

<more optional match lighting sounds>

See, smells really nice, huh? Alright, so sticking to my theme of buying way too much stuff, I wasn’t really sure what scent of oil you’d want me to use so I got options. This first one is Lavender which is supposed to help reduce stress and anxiety and help you sleep better apparently, which sounded perfect but I wasn’t sure if you’d think it’d make you smell too girly or something.

*laughs* Well I don’t know, I think it smells good too but I wasn’t sure how you’d feel about it, ok? Anyway that’s the first one, next I have peppermint, which also smells really good and is supposed to clear out your airways and and reduce headaches and stuff but I wasn’t sure if it was gonna be too cold or something, I dunno I just feel like it would be too cooling or something.

And the third and final option is sandalwood, because it smelled like the most masculine me they had and, like I said before, I wasn’t sure if that was gonna be a factor for you or not. It’s also supposed to ground you and give you clarity if you believe the bottle.

Yeah I know, I went overboard, alright? I just wanted to make sure I could give you a really good experience today and I didn’t want it to be held back by something as stupid as having an oil you didn’t like the smell of. Besides, I’m sure I’ll use all this stuff up eventually, who knows maybe you’ll really like the massage and we can make this a daily thing.

Oh course I’d do it every day, if that’s what you wanted. You know how much you mean to me, right? A daily massage isn’t even stretching the surface of how far I’d go to make you feel better. Anyway, do you know which oil you’d like me to use?

That one? I was kinda hoping you’d pick that. Ok well I’ll turn around so you can take your shirt off. 

*laughs nervously* I mean, yeah, I guess I am gonna see it anyway, I just didn’t want to make you feel like this was just an excuse to get you to undress in front of me or something. 

Had enough mocking your poor best friend yet? Just get your shirt off, smart guy.

*gasps softly* Oh my god… I had no idea how far up your arm those scars go. And, oh my god your chest, and your back too, what happened to you? Did someone do that to you?

I’m sorry, no, of course you don’t have to tell me if you really don’t want to. I’m just worried about you, if someone’s hurting you we’ve gotta do something about it cause that’s not ok.

No one did this to you? Ok then, that’s a relief. Look if you really don’t wanna talk about it, I’ll drop it but you know you can talk to me, right? I’m always here for you and nothings ever gonna change the way I feel about you, I’m never gonna judge you or get angry and I just need to make sure you know that.

Wait, what was that?

You did those to yourself? Oh my god, I’m so sorry. Why? Why would you do that to yourself? They’re so deep…

It made sense at the time? And you didn’t come talk to me about it?

No, no, of course I’m not angry, not at all, I just wish I had’ve known so I could’ve helped somehow. You don’t have any fresh ones do you?

Well that’s good at least. Can you promise me something though? The next time you feel like this can you try talking to me before it goes too far? Please? For me?

Thank you. That means a lot to hear you say that. And as much as it hurts to see that, I’m really glad you shared it with me, that had to take a lot of trust. I hope you know I trust you just as much.

Anyway, I’m supposed to be taking your mind off everything and helping you relax, not making you explain yourself to me.

[she gets up close as puts on a soft, almost whispered tone as she gently guides him onto the bed] Lay down in my bed and get yourself nice and comfortable for me. I’m just gonna go over and turn the light off.

<optional light switch noise>

[gentle, soft spoken and soothing voice from here onwards] Ok, are you comfortable? Do you need another pillow or something?

Ok good, just breathe nice and deep for me while I get some of this oil on my hands to warm it up for you. Perfect, just like that. 

Ok, I’m gonna start. Is that too cold?

Perfect. I’m just start by gently rubbing this all over your body ok? Keep breathing nice and deep for me, try to focus on feeling all your stress and tension melt away every time you inhale the scent of the oil. Just like that.

Ok now I’m gonna use my knuckles to just lengthen out all the muscles around your spine, just working my way out from the centre of your back. 

Does that feel good, I’m not pressing too hard am I? 

Ok good, just tell me if I am at any point, ok? 

Y’know after seeing your back like this it’s no wonder I could feel some many muscles through your shirt before, wow. Like I said before, you look pretty big in a T-shirt now but I’ve never gotten to see all these little ripples in your muscles before, it’s kinda really impressive.

What? Of course not, the scars don’t ruin anything. I don’t think they’re ugly at all, they kinda remind me of Geralt more than anything and you know how I felt about him, *she makes a noise implying sexual attraction then giggles*. 

Ok I’m gonna work some more oil into you shoulders and neck now, ok?

Seriously though, while I’m in no way endorsing you cutting yourself, in fact I’m begging that you never do it again, but I can guarantee you that those scars *definitely* don’t make you ugly. They do make me even more worried about what’s going on with you right now though.

I know, I know, I just hate to think about how much pain you must be in to do that to yourself meanwhile I had no idea about it. How many times did I just complain about pointless stuff to you while you were bleeding under your shirt? And you just listened and let me vent. 

Oh god, is that why you flinch when I try to hug you sometimes? I thought I was just making you uncomfortable. I even tried to stop touching you at all after that. I hope that didn’t make you feel even more alone. 

You probably needed a hug more than ever and I just stopped giving them to you. I can’t imagine your mum was giving you hugs either, not with how *she* treats you.

Ok, does your neck feel better now? Perfect, you had some really tight knots in there, I bet it was giving you a bit of a headache, huh? And what about your shoulders? Yeah they feel good and loosened up. Alright I’m gonna focus on your back again for a bit. It doesn’t hurt if I rub over your scars does it?

Ok good.

Wait, your mom’s the reason you’ve been down lately? I should have guessed. Is she having another episode? 

[alarmed] She did what?! No that’s *not* ok, she can’t just take your car keys, you paid for that car by yourself, especially not over something as stupid as you “spending too much time away from home”. Maybe if she wasn’t such a bitch to you, you’d actually *want* to spend time there. 

[angry] Besides, you only ever come here or go to school, work or the gym, it’s not like you’re going out partying or joining cults or anything. And what, you’re supposed to just quit your job? Stop going to the gym even though it makes you feel good? Stop coming over here where you’re actually cared about? Although I wouldn’t put any of that passed her. 

[back to being soft spoken and sympathetic] That’s infuriating. No wonder you’ve been stressed out. But why didn’t you talk to me about it? I could have given you lifts if you needed it. 

You didn’t wanna worry me? I hate to break it to you, hun, but you worry me just as much, if not more, when you don’t talk to me. At least if I know what’s going on with you I can try to help or be there for you or something, if you leave me in the dark I just feel helpless because I just have to watch you suffer and I don’t know what to do for you.

You I totally would have been your personal chauffeur if you asked me to. It would have been fun. 

Don’t be ridiculous, it’s not even that big of an ask, I’d do *way* more than that to make you happy. Plus I’d get to spend more time with you, it’s kinda a win-win. 

*giggles* I don’t care how much we time we already spend together, it just never seems like enough. 

*clears throat nervously* Ok, I’ve spent a lot of time on your back now, do you maybe want me to give your arms some more attention?

Ok, lemme get some more oil.

*giggles* If you had’ve let me drive you around I could’ve taken you to the gym and you could show me just how you got these arms of yours so big. 

*laughs* No, I didn’t mean I’d join you, I don’t think I’d suit having huge guns like yours *laughs*, think I’d prefer to just watch.

*nervous backpedaling* Not in a creepy way though! Not like perving on you while you work out, just like, appreciating your hard work, wait, that sounds weird to, I just meant like supporting you or something I don’t know.

*clears throat nervously* I’m gonna massage your hands a bit now, ok? I think hand massages are pretty underrated, huh? It’s kinda why I like going to get my nails done, it’s not really a massage but it feels nice to have some give your hands some attention for a while. Plus I just like having pretty, long nails, too. 

I can put them to good use by running them over your back later if you want, it feels amazing, trust me. Sometimes I wish I could hire someone to do that every night when I’m going to bed, it puts me right to sleep.

Alright, pass me your other arm. I still can’t believe how deep the scars on it go. I don’t know how you did that to yourself without passing out. And I don’t know how you patched it up without going to the hospital or bleeding out. 

So I was actually going to ask if maybe you wanted to stay the night? I just really don’t like the idea of sending you home with everything going on, you deserve at least one night away from that. I know my mum isn’t much better but she works nights so we’ll barely cross paths with her if we do at all. 

No, she won’t care, she doesn’t pay attention to anything I do as long as I’m not being super loud or anything. And you can get nice and comfy in my bed knowing you don’t have to leave it tonight if you don’t want to. I’ll order us some pizza for dinner and we can watch Netflix and I can just keep massaging you until you drift off if you like.

Of course you can sleep in my bed, I’m not about to make you take the couch, I don’t mind camping out in the living room for a night.

Well I’m sleeping on the couch no matter what you say, so unless you’re planning to sleep on top of me, you should probably take the bed.

Ok, well, maybe we could share the bed then? It’s pretty big, it wouldn’t be weird right? We used to have sleepovers like that when we were kids.

Alright, then we’ll share it. I can even scratch your back to send you off to sleep if you want me to.

I’m really glad you’re staying the night. It takes a weight off my mind knowing you’ll be safe and cared for tonight. I hope it takes a little weight off yours too.

Ok that arm and hand is finished for now. Y’know if you want, you could roll over and I could give maybe you a chest massage too? Only if you’re comfortable with it, of course. 

I just thought the plan for the night could be to get your whole body good and relaxed then I can run you a hot bath while I order the dinner and pick something to watch so when you get out we can eat and afterwards you can melt into the bed while I massage you and stroke your back to sleep. Does that sound good to you?

Great, ok then, roll over for me and I’ll get to work on your chest. 

Just gonna get a bit more oil on my hands, for you…

And now I’m gonna slowly work it in, does that feel good?

Perfect. I feel like not enough people offer chest massages either. Although that one kinda makes sense, it’s a pretty different experience for me versus you I guess *laughs*, I’d probably get some weird looks if I went into a massage parlour and asked for a chest rub.

I love feeling your muscles just melt as I work them. It’s like they’re giving in to me because they know they can’t win against my soothing touch *giggles*.

[slightly sad] I still can’t believe how much ground you covered with that razor blade. I didn’t even see that the scars went all the way down your stomach too.  I can’t believe you thought you deserved that. You deserve so much better than that, even if the world has done a shitty job of showing you that you do.

[nervously, breathing ever so slightly harder] Do.. do you mind if I… if I maybe go a little bit lower, massage your ribs and maybe your abs a little?

Ok. Just… just make sure you tell me if it’s making you uncomfortable, ok? I think I’m just gonna start by tracing the lines on your stomach with my nails. Yeah, like this. Is that… is that good? 

Yeah? Good…

[concerned and hurried, almost like she just snapped out of a trance] Did you just shudder? I’m sorry, I went too low didn’t I? I made you uncomfortable. I’m sorry, I’ll go back to your chest now. 

Wait, you liked it? You shuddered cause it felt really good? Oh… *exhales though her nose in shy excitement*

[calm and soothing, but serious tone] Hey, umm… there was something I kinda want to talk to you about. 

This might be the worst possible time to bring it up, but I don’t think I can stop myself, I need to get it out. These last couple weeks without you, seeing your scars tonight, it made me realise… well it didn’t make me realise, I’ve know it for a while, but I guess it was a big reminder of how lost I am without you… how much I like you. 

[nervously struggling to get the words out] Well not just like you… I… um… well, I… I think I love you. Actually I don’t think, I know I do. I’ve had a crush on you ever since I first started having crushes at all and the feelings only got stronger and stronger over the years.

[reaffirming, partly to him, partly to herself] I’m completely in love with you and I just need to finally tell you that. I’ve held onto it for so long because I never wanted anything to change between us but it’s killing me inside not being able to tell you. So there it is….

[nervously rambling, half to fill silence, half to prevent him from answering] ’m sorry I sprung this on you tonight of all nights, when you’ve already got so much on your mind and this was your only night away from it and I was supposed to be helping you relax and now I’ve probably made you more tense than ever…

[he cuts her off so her speech ends abruptly]

[confused disbelief] Wait, you… what?

[a little less confused but still processing] You love me too?

[cautiously excited and blushing heavily] Really? You don’t just have to say that to make me feel better you know… 

[he cuts her off with a gentle but passionate kiss and she moans, at first in disbelief, then in passionate surrender] 

[laughing softly to herself] You have no idea how long I’ve been I’ve been wanting you to do that. *giggles* Or maybe you do. I always hoped you’d be my first kiss… and that I’d be yours.

[they kiss again]

[completely lovestruck, emotional and overjoyed, in a soft, breathy voice, with his head in her hands and her forehead pressed to his] You’ve made me so happy right now. This is everything I ever wanted.

[they kiss deeply for a while]

[sincerely] Don’t think I’ve forgotten what tonight is about though. I still want do everything I can to take your mind off everything. 

[almost teasingly] In fact, I believe I never got to finish massaging your abs, so I’d better get back to that, huh? Now that I know how good it makes you feel. And I hope you don’t mind if I keep kissing you while I rub them, I just can’t keep my lips off you right now *laughs then moves in for another kiss*

[they kiss go a while]

[breaking off the kiss with a bit of a gasp, very close to him and breathing heavily] Is that your… under my leg? Is this making you hard? 

[she get up off him a little, speaking a more seriously] Are we taking this too far? I mean… is this too fast? I just really want this to work, to be a long term thing… hopefully even a lifelong thing… and I want you to be comfortable, I know you’re going through a lot and I don’t want to take advantage of you or make you feel like you owe me something for taking care of you tonight or because we’ve been friends for so long or anything like that…

[somewhat reassured] I know, you said you love me too. This just feels like a dream. In fact I have actually dreamt about this more times than I want to admit, so I guess I just want to make sure I’m not sleeping right now, that this is real. That you really want me.

[fully reassured now] Ok, good I’m glad. 

[shyly] So… do you want me to keep going? Maybe move the massage a little lower than before?

[nervous rambling again] Of course, we don’t have to if you don’t feel ready, this night is about making you feel comfortable. Like I said, I’m don’t wanna rush things…

[reassured again] Yeah, I guess you’re right, we have both been waiting a really long time for this, haven’t we? *laughs* I guess we’ve actually taken things pretty slow, all things considered.

Well seeing as tonight’s still about you, just relax and lay back for me and let me try to make you feel good, ok hun?

I’m gonna start by kissing my way down your gorgeous body. 

[she plants gentle kisses on his body at regular intervals]

Down your neck… *kisses*

On your chest… *kisses*

Over these sexy scars *kisses*

Down you abs *kisses*

*giggles* Oh you really like that don’t you? You’re really sensitive there, huh? Good to know… maybe I’ll just focus here for a little longer *kisses*

Does it feel good when I run my nails down your sides while I kiss you here too?

*giggles* Just what I wanted to hear *kisses*

[she spends some time kissing his lower abs and ruining her fingernails gently over him]

*laughs* I guess I am kinda teasing you, huh? 

[heavy breathing] I can kinda feel you throbbing against my boobs through your pants… *lets out a very soft and faint moan*

[almost panting at this point] Yeah, I can’t won’t anymore either, I’m gonna take your pants off now, ok?

[she strips him down to nothing]

Oh my god, you look so good. Just lay back, ok? Let me show you how good you deserve to feel. You’re so hard for me already *giggles*, that makes me very happy.  

I bet it would feel really good if I trace my fingernails gently over you here too, huh? *giggles* I’ll take that moan as a yes. 

Oh baby, you don’t know how happy it makes me to hear you enjoying yourself while I stroke you like this. I want to make you feel good. 

Is it ok if I use my mouth? I’ve never done this before but I hope it feels good. Let me just start by licking the tip a little…

[she proceeds to lick the tip of his **** before sucking on it gently for a while, moaning softly as she does]

You’re starting to throb in my mouth, does that mean I’m doing a good job?

*giggles* I’m glad you liked it. I can keep going if you want but I… I really want to try putting it inside me now though, if that’s ok? I just need to feel you in me, to feel us both together. 

Ok, let me get these clothes off then, after all it’s pretty unfair that I’ve been getting to admire your gorgeous body and haven’t given you anything in return yet.

Let me start with my shirt… 

[she takes her shirt off] 

Yeah, ok so maybe I purposely wore my sexiest bra today just in case… I actually started wearing lingerie under all my outfits every time we’d hang out because I was hoping one day I’d have the courage to tell you how I felt and I hoped it might go something like this… I guess it finally paid off, huh? *nervous giggle*

I’m gonna take it off now though, I want you to see all of me, I want to share everything with you including my body.

[she takes her bra off slowly, nervously] 

[very nervous] Do you.. do you like them? I don’t really know what guys look for in boobs so I’ve always kinda worried you wouldn’t like mine…

[sheepishly flattered] Thank you, you have no idea how much it means to hear that from you. They’re yours, my body is yours, it always has been. It feels so good to finally share it with you like I’ve wanted to, to hear you tell me I’m beautiful, to watch your eyes explore my skin.

Here, let me take off these jeans too, so you can see the rest of me.

[she takes off her pants]

See, matching panties *giggle*. Let me get those off too.

[she takes off her panties]

[overjoyed and a little emotional] I… I’m gorgeous? Thank you. I always really worried about this moment if it ever came to happen, it sounds stupid but I actually used to panic growing up when I saw the other girls getting big boobs and wide hips and stuff, I was worried I would grow up to be good enough for you and that one of those other girls would get to you first.

[laughing slightly in disbelief at herself] I know, you never even talked to other girls but I just worried it was just a matter of time before they saw you how I do and that I wouldn’t be able to compete with their looks.

[sheepishly flattered again] Really? You’ve always thought I was the most beautiful girl you’ve ever seen? That’s… that’s all I’ve ever wanted to hear.

[with a good deal of her confidence back now] Come here, you.

[she kisses him for a while]

[whispered in his ear, while holding him in a tight embrace] Let me show you how much you mean to me.

[further away, moving back to straddle him] I’m gonna take you in me now, ok?

*deeply satisfied moan* Oh my god… you’re finally inside of me, it feels so good… *heavy breathing and some sharp, involuntary gasps/moans*

[breathing hard] I… oh god, I just wanna feel you inside of me for a second… god, it’s almost too much to handle *exasperated laugh* 

[panting] I’m just gonna lay my head on chest for a bit, I just wanna enjoy this moment with you.

[soft and breathy] Having you inside me like this… it’s just so perfect. It just feels… right, doesn’t it? Like we were made for each other…

I could lay here stroking your chest forever, feeling your skin on mine, listening to your heartbeat, feeling your chest rise and fall with your breath… it’s just… I don’t even know how to describe it. I feel so safe with you.

You’re so beautiful, not just on the outside but your heart. You don’t always share your inner world with words, but being here with you, like this, it’s like I can feel the weight of your emotions through you skin. It feels like our souls are connected just like our bodies.

[lifting herself up, getting slightly further away again] I’m *exhales in preparation*… I’m gonna start to ride you now. 

[she starts to ride him, slowly at first but building intensity and speed over time, all the while she’s moaning and breathing hard, making the occasional soft exclamations of “****”, “oh, god”, “it feels so good, baby”, “this is perfect, honey” and things along those lines, basically just improv emotional *** sounds]

[panting hard] What’s that, baby? You’re getting close? Me too, oh god, I want you to cum inside of me so badly, but we should probably play it safe this time. 

[in between deep breaths and moaning] Ok, I’m going pull you out and stroke you and I want you to cum all over my stomach while touch myself. Oh god, yeah, I want it all over me sweetie…

[she dismounts and starts rubbing her clit, quickly reaching orgasm] 

[through orgasmic bliss] I’m cumming honey, cum with me. *orgasmic moan* Yes, baby, god yes… cum all over me! *more happy orgasmic moans and gasps* You’re cumming so hard for me…

[catching her breath post-orgasm] Oh my god, you came so much *exhausted giggle* it just kept coming. It take it you enjoyed that as much as I did then?

[breathing getting mostly back to normal] *happy, disbelieving laugh* You got it all the way up to my boobs *giggle*. Y’know I’ve fantasised about feeling your cum on my boobs before but it feels so much better than I imagined… it made me cum so hard…

[breathing normal again and return to a softer spoken voice once more] Let me just clean myself up a bit so we can snuggle.

*sounds of her licking cum off her fingers*

[settling back down next to him with a satisfied exhale, back to not quite whispering in his ear but quite close and in a soft voice] That was incredible. I pictured this happening so many times but I could never have imagined how perfect it would actually be… how right you are for me. 

[getting slightly emotional as the passion and overwhelming happiness of the moment sets in] I never want to leave your arms, I just want to stay tangled up like with you forever… I love you… I love you so much more than I can put into words. 

[still emotional and now a little nervous] You know, I’ve been thinking… well, it was never really more than a daydream before but now… well… we’re almost done with school now and after that… what’s really keeping us here? Maybe… maybe we could get away… together. Just pick up and leave all the bullshit behind, start our own life, just the two of us. It’ll be hard at first, neither of us really have that much money but we’ll have each other. I really think it can work, what… what do you think?

*kisses him deeply* [soft spoken and overjoyed] I’m so glad you want to do this with me. You’ve made me the happiest girl in the world. Ok, well we’ll start thinking about the details and stuff later, we’ve still got time before we finish school so we there’s no rush.

For now, let me go back to focusing on giving you the most relaxing night ever. I’ll go run you that bath with some nice oils and candles, full on spa treatment *soft giggle*. I’ll order us some dinner and we can snuggle up in bed and watch something, sound good?

[deeply satisfied and loving] Perfect… but first, let me just hold you for a little longer…