many people wondered why i quit this website. yes, you already know, main reason is that this community is falling apart, but it kinda goes deeper. i'll try to explain the best i currently can and try to cover other topics.
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I. mental state, school
II. the other side of the site
III. hello? bzuki? what about them?
IV. /counting controversy isn't how you see it
V. why you shouldn't be worried about me irl
VI. but still, are you coming back?
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I. during the previous month i had frequent panic attacks which i already explained, and this is probably the biggest reason i quit this site. community brings up too much pressure which was too bad for me at the time (and still is). quitting owot was the way to lower the daily pressure and most of hate from people who don't even properly know who am i. school pushes me out from my actual life since i spend around 9.5 hours with school material and 8 with actually living a normal life. in school people barely support me even if i try to be ok with others and even teachers count me as a kid who just doesn't care about knowlege. quitting owot helped me concentrating on school more. however, this still didn't help anywhere in aggressive attitude from others.
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II. even though most people have told that this site wasn't filled with underage kids before, people still believe this site is the same as before. it was much better talking with people who have actually thought of their doings and did something good to this site each day. now it's just trollbox and textwall users, which are absolutely different people in comparison with old community members. i can't make up relations with these people since i'm an evolved human. sorry, but i'm just telling the truth. that's the reason why people are leaving and soon this site will rot. i don't care about script abuse, since these people are wasting their own time and not others + i'm mostly focused on chat part of this website.
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III. bzuki is just creating a world of imagination for himself and thinks he doesn't disturb others. this isn't the same as in hello's story. each time i tried to cover this madness i felt like i had a hole in my body. i have backup of my old rant explaining it though: https://files.catbox.moe/33c2kr.txt. shortly, hello got mad about bot, he spammed the whole owot for months, then he accused nys of nothing, bla bla bla, then hello got jailed and got forgotten. to note, hello even got a tag after everything he has done to us. it doesn't quite makes me mad at anyone, it's just a sad fact how he's still respected.
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IV. quick topic. bryan forgot to change his password and all of his worlds got unclaimed + wiped. i know the real person who did this, but i won't **** it for privacy reasons. /counting was so large that owot couldn't clean all of the chunks, so some of the protections stayed. i was the part of this just to make some noise.
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V. i'm not that stupid to actually think of suicide. my life is falling apart but there's no end to it until you actually die. even if you're in jail for life, there is still a chance for you to escape and become a multimillionaire. that's just how life works. i'm a kid and i still have a long life ahead.
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VI. i'm only coming back when these people get bored from this site or just don't interrupt my existence in this community.
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thank you for reading this. i appreciate that you care about me. <3