Yes TI's are harmed/stressed out mentally and physically abused and exhausted. Targets are chosen for many diff reasons. Basically if you have rubbed the govt or an impo person the wrong way OR if you are part or sumone you know has been part of cults/organisations. Or if you happen to be just sum random vulnerable person who has no support system. Apolizising means you have admitted defeat and are an easy target its not a long term solution. PLS PRAY TO GOD the one that created everything as it will help you mentally physically and spiritually as well.

you mention psychiatry, pls if you can, read, http://www.whale.to/b/springmeier_formula.html ---- "fritz springmeier"  The Illuminati Formula Used to Create an Undetectable Total Mind Controlled Slave ---  and/or cathy obrien tranceformation of america ---  see if you have any symptoms. pls have sumone you really trust with you as you might be triggered.

Targeting is done for many reasons all of them evil. They will try to break your mind for whatever purpose and make you feel and question yourself to an extent where you can be controlled/used. Remember GOD IS WITH YOU AND YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Many people are truly living this horror. Please search online through different search engines and forums. But beware of gatekeepers.