considering that i am apparently mentally unstable right now, maybe my advice isn't something you should look out for. then again, i'm talking from experience. if you actually cared enough to search this link up, then thanks. it means a lot just for you to want to read this.
 
empathy isn't something that i strive off anymore.
neither is closure.
or anything really.
 
nothing is as exciting as you would think it is.
 
i've a had a good life, yes. it has it's ups and downs. there is no middle for me really.
just know that things are okay.
 
i do not take drugs.
no, i do not "flirt" with "eboys".
i do not hack.
i do not cry to people
no no no.
and if you're wondering why i'm saying this, it's because someone was very quick to judge and also will not listen to my explanation, not even that. they do not care
so i hope you will.
 
my life is drastically changing for the better, and mentally i am prepared for a lot now.
i don't hurt myself anymore.
i don't think i am worthless anymore.
i am me.
i am very proud to be me right now.
i'm here for you.
and i'm going to be here for ANYONE that needs it because when i needed people to talk to, they got up and left.
please' focus on yourself as much as you can.
do not let another person's acceptance change your perspective on yourself.
this is just advice.
stay strong, really, it's an awful world that we live in right now and you need to be prepared for the inevitable.
you're a good person no matter what your past is.
the future defines you, and i will always think of you like that.
 
idle#2195 i'm here for you