[F4M]I Hate That I Love You [l-bombs][friends to lovers][sensual][angry to affectionate][during a party] Hey, can we find somewhere to talk? I need to tell you something. No, it's important. Can't you just take five minutes to talk to me? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (Ambient noise from a party) Hey, I need to talk to you. No, not here. Can we go somewhere else? Alone? Just for a minute. Please. (Door opens and closes, ambient noise muted) Alright, I just needed to say something. I've been meaning to talk to you for a while now actually. You've been so...preoccupied I guess. I haven't been able to see you. There's never an easy way to start this I guess. You see...we've been friends for a long time now right? We've been there for each other more times then I can remember. You know, through relationships, break ups, and other struggles. And lately, I've been noticing things and... I feel like as your friend I need to... (Irritated) Are you seriously checking your phone right now? I'm trying to talk to you about something important. Why can't you take five minutes to talk to me? She what? Let her get her own ride home. Why is that your problem? I thought you broke up. Trial? You mean she gets to go **** around with whoever, but you still have to come running every time she calls you? That's total bullshit. Don't act like I'm wrong. You think I don't see her. She's out there right now. She's at the same party you are, and she's... she's flaunting herself all over the place. It's so ******* trashy. And she does this shit all the time to you. You two are always back and forth. Off and on. And it's because she likes to keep you on the end of a ******* hook. And what's worse is you just let her. You need to see that you can do better. You deserve better. Why can't you see that? You are such a great guy. You're so sweet, and kind, and I just...I just want you to see it. And I want you to be with someone who sees it. You have to see that she's toxic, and that there are others that could be so much better for you. Someone...someone who appreciates how amazing you can be. Who? I can't ******* believe you. How can you be so...(groan in fraustration). Don't you get it? I'm trying to tell you that I...I love you. I've always loved you. How can you not see that? I just...(grunt in fraustration)? You are just so blind. You are so tunnel visioned that you can't see the person right in front of you. The person who has cared about you for years. The one who has been there for you always we you need them. Each and every time she's hurt you, who was there to pick you up? Why else would I do that if I didn't... but...you don't see it. You never see it. You just see her? Always her. I mean, what does it take? You want me to dress like a slut? Wear skirts that barely cover my ass so that I draw the eyes of every single ******* guy in the room? Sleaze around the party like I'm just craving it. I mean, that's what she does. Do you want me to get down on my knees for you? Huh? Down on my knees like I'm already ready for it. Is this what you want? (Overdramatic seductive voice) Come on big boy. What are you waiting for? Go ahead. Take it out already. I wanna see what you got for me. Let me show you what this mouth is good for. (Fraustrated) Hey, why are you picking me up? Isn't this what you...(Cut off by kiss) ...what you wanted? (Improv of passionate kissing for several seconds) No, wait. You can't do that. You can't just... I'm mad at you. You can't just kiss me and...and...(groan) **** it. (Improv continued passionate kissing) (Breaking kiss) Hold on...wait. Does this mean...? Cause I don't want... I mean, I'm not gonna let you hurt me, if you're just gonna go to her if she starts calling again. I'm not gonna be some kind of... What? You... you've felt the same? Then why haven't you... You just didn't know? (Giggle) God, you are such an idiot. (Kiss) (Sarcastically) You know, I don't know if I want to be with someone that thick headed. (Laughing cut off by kiss) Alright, fine. (Giggle) (Improv continued kissing) I guess I could get used to it. (Giggle cut off by sigh) Ooh. Keep kissing my neck like that. Mmmmmm. (Giggle) Yeah, I could definitely get used to this. (Improv continued kissing) God, this just feels so surreal. Is this really happening? (Improv moaning) Oh, you keep teasing me like that. Here, let me take this off. Yeah, I'm sure. I've wanted this for so long, I'm tired of waiting. I want you. (Passionate kissing) What? Is something wrong? Then what is it? (Soft gasp) I love you too. (Continued passionate kissing) Yeah, I'm ready...(Gasp in pleasure) (Improv moaning during dialog) Oh my god, it feels so...(Passionate kiss) I can't believe it. This is...(Sigh in pleasure) This is really happening. (Building in intensity/volume) Oh god I love you. (Passionate kiss) (Improv moaning/passionate kissing for a few seconds) (Breathily) Okay, I'll try to be...(Sigh) I'll try to be quieter. It just feels so good. (Improv moaning/kissing for several seconds moaning building louder) (Improv moaning during dialog) I know. I'm trying but... Oh god I'm so close... Oh **** I'm gonna... I'm gonna... (Soft cry in pleasure cut off by passionate kissing) (Improv intense orgasm muffled by kissing) (Softly while breathing deeply) Oh my God... (Sound of knocking/opening of door) (Gasp) Oh shit. This rooms taken!! (Sound of door slamming) (Laugh) ****. (Laughing) I guess we forgot to lock the door. Wait, what? (Laughing) That was her!?! Oh my God! Are you serious? Well, then I guess she knows you're not driving her home. (Laughter until kiss) (Improv kissing during dialog) What? Was that mean? (Soft laugh) I love you too. (Improv kissing)